Sunday, August 30, 2009

I hope her hand breaks when you hold it.
I hope she's allergic to your first kiss.
I hope she screams when you tell her you love her.
I hope she crys when cheat on her like you did to me.


he turned around and looked right at me and said nothing not even a small "hi".
it was as if the times we had spent together the times i spent loving him just werent important it was as if they never even happened.

the way i feel in your arms makes the whole world kinda disappear. that's the feeling i've been looking for.

There are some days where I sit and wonder what we could be, & then there are other days where I sit and wonder why I even waste my time.
There's guys with better cars. There's guys with better grades. Even guys with better looks, What made you so special? idk.

I want to do exactly what you did to me; lead you on, make you fall for me and then let you go effortlessly.
so grab my hand a little tighter and don't be afraid to move a little closer.

I'm the girl who will put her head on your shoulder, not because she's sleepy, but because she just wants to be closer to you.
i made a list of right and wrong things. you were number one on both lists.

When a guy breaks my heart I never actually wonder why. Because everytime I look in the mirror, I understand.
that's the trick..you can't care too much.
it's good to have guys like you, but always keep them at a distance.
never give them a chance to hurt you. kiss them, flirt with them, keep them on a string, but never, ever fall for one.


I have this fear that one day you'll finally get a good look at me and I'm going to disappoint you cause you'll see that I am not as strong or
as good as you think I am, and I'm afraid that it will change the way you think about me.

He said "I love you." She said "I hate you."
He said "Your everything to me" She said "Your nothing to me."
He said "Why are you being so mean?" She said "I've heard it all before."


She knows tons of guys who would die for the chance, but she can't explain it, why she cares about the one guy who doesn't care about her.
we met. we became friends. i trusted him. we flirted. i fell for him. he flirted with her. he ruined everything.

Yeah, I'm the one walking away. I'm the one this time.
But you`re the one who walked away from everything we`ve had as friends or anything more the day you decided to say the things you did.

I try to smile when I see other girls with you.
I act like everything is okay, but you don't know how it feels to be so in love with someone who doesn't even care.


Even when the sun forgets to shine, i'll be there to hold you through the night. & Even when we're miles and miles apart, you're the only one who holds my heart
it's funny how the person I thought I didn't want, was the person that I had needed all along.

but you can't judge a book by looking at it's cover. you can't love someone while messing with another.
Best friend's get you through the hard times, the sad times & the confused times. If you turn & walk away, your best friend follows. If you lose your way, they guide you.

Do you ever have one of those days where you just wanna disconnect your internet, turn off your cell phone & lock yourself in your room?
I do, because I wanna get away from all this bullshit.

you must be my shooting star. because everything i wished for; is everything you are.

if you love somebody, let them go.
if they return, they were always yours.
if they don't, they never were
.
Let's be one of those cliche couples; the ones who hold hands in line, kiss each other in the hallway, & make everyone insanely jealous.

If you'd just listen to her, maybe you'd understand. Maybe instead of thinking you know everything, let go of your ego for awhile & you'd start to get to know her. And maybe if you threw away your fears of getting hurt, & just loved her, maybe you two could make it.
I’m scared because i don’t want anyone else to have your heart.
I don’t want anyone else to kiss your lips.
I don’t want anyone else to be in your arms.
I don’t want anyone else to be the one you love.
I’m scared because i don’t want anyone else to take my place
.

There's a guy out there who will want to tell everyone that he's your boyfriend.
Quit goofing around and go find him.

you're not something i just looked at and didn't think a thing of, you were one of those things i looked at and knew i just had to have you

Don't ever think you're nothing because somewhere along the line there's going to be someone who might think you're everything.
the second chance means nothing if nothing was learned from the first one.

if you two don`t end up together, that just means there`s someone out there who is more perfect waiting for you.
I miss the days you held me, and the days i heard your voice. I miss the days you were there. Us falling apart wasn't my choice. I miss the days you kissed me, and the feelings we used to show. But most of all, I miss the guy that I thought I used to know.

He's one of those guys who really does love you, but just never really learned how to show it.
From the corner of my eye, i see a glimpse of you. my heart is just about to burst into butterflies, but my mind scolds & says "control yourself. you know that this boy isn't right for you anymore."

Saturday, August 29, 2009

I've learned a lot these past few years, through my fake smiles and unseen tears. That friends sometimes are not forever and true love does not always last. The good memories stay with you but the moments go fast. But someone will always be there someone who honestly does care.

He’s just a boy who doesn’t know what’s in front of him. && she's just a girl who never learned how to let go.
When I think about you i wanna cry, laugh, and smile all at the same time.
I guess that's what happens when a boy gives you mixed signals
.

if someone tells you they love you, and your heart doesn't skip a beat, then don't say you love them too, because you don't.
dear heart: so there's this guy that you want me to like but i dont want to like him so can you please stop beating so fast when he comes by.

I'm done pretending so here goes. No, I'm not okay with the fact that you broke my heart. No, I'm not okay with the fact that we don't even talk anymore. And to top it all off. No, I'm not okay with the fact that I fell in love with you in the first place.
It took a long time, but I suddenly realized I wasn't in love with you but more the thought of you.
I loved who I thought you could be..not who you were.


I've accepted that we can't be, but I've also accepted that you're going to be that one person I carry with me for the rest of my life, the one that's
always going to make my heart jump a little & my stomach tie up in knots & you'll always be able to make me happy ; no matter how long it`s been.

If I had known it was going to be the last kiss ; I would have never stopped.
If I had known it was going to be the last hug ; I would have never let go.
If I had known it was going to be your last smile meant just for me ; I would have never looked away.


It takes someone special to make ordinary moments something to remember.
as i watch you with her i laugh. cause i know as soon as you get sick of her, you'll call me because im the bad habit you just cant seem to break.

she's smiling, is she happy? she looks happy, but it doesn't matter. let me tell you something. not everything is as it seems.
The best thing is listening to someone's heartbeat and knowing it's beating like that because of you.

i want a guy who understands that i'll buy a happy meal from mcdonalds just for the toy. & that i'll eat soup with a fork just for the challenge. i want a guy that accepts the fact that i cry when i watch The Notebook. but most importantly, i want a guy who understands all my imperfections & still loves me for me.
Don't feel stupid for missing him, even if he treated you like shit. You still had happy memories. & you're always going to miss them.

at one point Iwas so weak ;; i missed you so much & i missed what we had. one simple song made me break down & cry, but now I can honestly say I`m over you. sure, I still think about you, but I`m not crying anymore. I`m so strong now ;; even though it bugs me when i see you with other girls, I`m finally over you. have a great life, stranger.
Since the first time he ran his fingers through my hair, since the first time his hugs eased my pain, & since the first time his kisses took my breath away, I knew there was no one else out there for me.

he may not have been my first kiss. he may not have been my first hug. he may not have been my first love. hey may not have been my first crush. but to me? hes the only one that even matters.
& in the end ; love has nothing to do with how big your engagment ring is, or how many roses he gets you on valentines day or even how many times he says i love you in a day. All it really comes down to is that he listens to you about your dream wedding & he buys you roses "just because." & even if he only does say it a few times, when he says i love you that you can tell in his eyes that he means forever.

If you find a guy who only likes you for what you look like, then when you get old, is he gonna think the same?
yeah, i plan to forgive and forget. forgive myself for being stupid, and forget you ever existed.

& here we go again, a girl loving a guy that would abandon her in a second & ignoring a boy that would give her his whole world in just one heartbeat.
obsession. addiciton. broken hearts.
they all add up to one thing, GUYS.


he isnt just a boy, hes my friend.
he isnt just a boy, hes my love.
he isnt just a boy, hes my soul.
he isnt just a boy, hes my everything.

he's the one boy that actually got through to her heart.

you know life is worth the struggle when you look back on what you lost and realize what you have now is way better.
Yeah, it felt so good to pretend not to care, to have the upper hand & not fall for your shit.
But now I just feel stupid cause the truth is ; I don`t know how to act around you now that you dont care & I cant stop missing you.


If he's made you smile from day one, keep him, and don't ever let him go.
If I was drop dead gorgeous, perfect, and could have any guy in the world, I'd still pick you.

Don't you just love the way he treats you? The way he makes you feel like you're the only one that he will ever love. Well, always remember that I taught him how to love like that.
and since I've been with you, I don't even need mirrors anymore because when you tell me I'm beautiful, I don't care who else thinks I am.

Do you ever wish you could be in someone else's shoes, maybe for a month, maybe for a day, even just a second..
just to know what it would be like to be loved by him?

i don't know if it's your smile, your laugh, or just the way you are that makes me feel like this, but whatever it is, everytime i see you, i love you more than ever before.

Not knowing your pretty is beauty. Being crazy is better then boring.
And being in love with someone but not telling them is just stupid
.
And when he's not around, there's something missing in her smile.