Thursday, April 14, 2011

Sometimes you gotta smile and walk away, hold your tears in and pretend you're okay.
"Hi" is such a small word. But from the right person, it can mean everything.
Pictures show the meaning of what things were once like.
And when I saw you holding her hand, I lost my breath, choked on my words, lost my thoughts, and wanted to cry because I just couldn't understand why you would do that with her, and not even think about doing that with me.
Walk a little closer to me, feel my heart beat.
I love how you called me "beautiful," told me I light up your life, told me you wouldn't ever leave me and showed me you love me. I hate how you left without a care in the world.
Dry your eyes. Clear your mind. You just gotta take it one day at a time. Dust off your heart. Take it off the shelf. You've gotta remember to love yourself.
I do not hate you, and have never hated you. I was angry at you and depressed by you and confused about you. But hate never came into it.
The worst thing about going back to school? No, it's not the getting up early, or the homework. Not mean teachers or crowded hallways. It's seeing the boy it took you all summer to get over, and falling for him all over again.
There's nothing I would change, because it's life's little bumps and bruises that make you who you are.
Believe nothing you hear, half of what you see, and everything you feel.
You can't deny it, things have changed. We've grown apart, and you have to face the fact that I will no longer be there every single you need me.
The sparkle in your eyes could make the stars compromise.
And you're missing what's right in front of you: a girl who's willing to give up anything for you.
A girl worth kissing is not easily kissed.
It's so frustrating to try to explain. I wish you could just know exactly how I feel about you.
Sometimes it's tough being a girl. If you hate a pretty girl, people will think you're jealous. If you like an older guy, people will call you a slut. Whenever you get itno an argument with your best friend, no one will care and say, "oh, you'll be friends tomorrow," and when you fall for the right person, everyone else thinks he's wrong for you.
The hardest part about growing up is letting go of what you were used to, and moving on with something you're not.
Things won't be the same. You're gone and only memories remain. I'm not ready for this change.
Before I met you, I never knew what it was like to be able to look at someone and smile, for no reason.
We were standing there hugging, happy to be in each other's arms. I swear that hug could've lasted forever. And then you kissed me. And I could've never been so happy to be with someone.
You know you really miss him when you're sitting on your bed with tears rolling down your cheeks for no reason at all.
I want him to be sitting there when suddenly, I cross his mind and he thinks to himself, "Wow... She's beautiful."
And as I zoomed in on your picture, I realised that's the closest I'll ever be to you.
And it's amazing how one minute, you think you will never get over him, and suddenly, here comes this other boy who completely steals your heart, even if he doesn't notice it.
Music is comforting. When everything changes, the lyrics stay the same.

12 comments:

  1. Oh.My.Jeeeezus.
    i've been livin' w/out a new post fer about 2weeks now.
    please make one as soon as possible!

    bcus your blog is amaaaaaaazing,<3
    kthxbye.

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  2. Waiting on a new post. Please hurry, because I'm absolutely in LOVE with this blog. :)

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  3. I am waiting as well :(
    plzzzzz <3

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  4. All your followers could really use an update to get us by...

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  5. Hi, this is the first time I just stumbled upon your blog and thought to say hello. Loved your posts and especially, the photos with quotations! Also a good widget with such beautiful songs in Mixpod.com!

    Regards,
    Rajib

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  6. i adore your page!! <3

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