Wednesday, September 30, 2009

I keep dreaming that one day, you wake up && suddenly love me. Everything's great. Eveythings the way I wanted, right?? Then why do I cry when I hear our song?? why do I cry when I hear your name?? why do I cry when I smell something like you?? was this really what I wanted??
all she wants, is to hear him call her beautiful right when she's about to give up on e v e r y t h i n g.
And as he grabbed my hand half of me wanted to scream not to touch me and half of me wanted to beg him not to let go.
she only likes you because she knows whats good about you. but i know the good & the bad and i still love you; twice as much as she does.
Just think...I didn't even know you a year ago but now your my whole world sometimes I wish you knew but who knows... in a year we could forget all about each other.
she may be confused about a lot of things, but she knows the only time she's truely happy is when she's with him.
I don't understand how i can miss you when i never even had you & i know that i never can
you unbotton my pants & wisper the sweetest things in my ear. my shirt comes off you tell me you'll always love me, we'll see how long those words last.
he has the most adorable eyes you could ever fall for and the cutest smile that takes your breath away. he has the ability to make you laugh everytime he speaks and whenever you look into his eyes, it's so hard to turn away.

randomly she bites her lip, hiding the picture in her mind. randomly she smiles. she remembers every word you said that night.

Tuesday, September 29, 2009

& I let him kiss me that night, with the stars gazing down at us & the cold wind brushing our faces. & i let the rain soak my hair & my clothes. it just didn't matter. he was all i ever needed.
When I first saw you, i knew i was crushing on you. When i first talked to you, i knew i liked you. When i first kissed you, i knew then and there i loved you.
she found herself bringing him up alot in conversations even though they were not even together thats when she realized she should have never said goodbye
do you honestly think anyone else is on my mind when i'm listening to that song?
was finally getting over you, believing we were through i even had crushes other than you. i held my head up high & said i'm not gonna fall
but then you just had to go and smile .. & ruin it all

i think its funny how a boy always has keep his ego, it doesnt matter if you broke up with them, they still have to lie & say they dumped you.
don't kid yourself, that boy loves you in a way he's not ready to deal with.
i was made this small to fit perfectly in your arms.
she knew before she'd taken her next breath that he was the one she could spend the rest of her life looking for but never find again.
Most people say, "You mean the world to me." But the world means nothing to me compared to you.

Monday, September 28, 2009

i wrote him a note saying "i wish you knew what it felt like to be obsessed.." he wrote me back saying "what if i do?" && he smiled.
you're the one that i stay up all night thinking about....coming up with cute things that i wish could happen
The most comfortable place in the world is me & you, my head on your chest, feeling in rise & fall & your heart beat, your arms wrapped around me holding me so tight.
so, there's this boy and he's got a hold on her heart, she didn't want to fall for him like this, but she just can't help it
so make her laugh a little & help her get through, she used to cry & no one knew, help her out & treat her right, it's been a while since she smiled so bright. show her that not all guys lie, be the one to keep her tears dry.
& shes back to the "i like him but he doesn't know" stage. All she wants to be is to be brave.
Don't tell me you understand until you cry yourself to sleep every night ; until you wish it all would just end. don't tell me to understand until you know how it feels to always be peoples second third and fourth choice.
Her shoes are killing her. She lost her lipgloss. Her hair went flat and nothing in her closet looked right. But being in his arms and hearing him whisper, "You look beautiful," makes it all worthwhile.
Think I would die if you were to ignore me;; Any fool can see just how much I adore you.
..if it`s not forever, then whats the point?
she didn't know how much she cared until she realized that he didn't care at all.

Saturday, September 26, 2009

if you didn't notice whenever i see you i walk away because i want to forget about you just like you forgot about me.
You're soft on the lips but rough on my heart. You pull me together and tear me apart
i was flipping through an old school notebook of mine, but i shut it, threw it against the wall, & cried. every page had a heart scrawled next to the name of a boy who lied
Remember in kindergarten, where it would be your first day and you would meet someone new and ten minutes later you would be playing like you were best friends? Because back then, you didn't have to pretend to be anyone but yourself.
you dont love a boy because hes cute, you think hes cute because you love him
&& that night i got rid of every song that ever reminded me of you; and that night, i got rid of every picture that i ever took with you; and that night... i tried to get rid of every memory i ever had with you.
Everytime you see a tear in her eye, you know she is thinking about what could've been
&& she writes his name on her hand with a little heart around ithoping for him to notice
Sorry, but unlike you, I'm not a doorknob where everyone get's a turn. I'm more like a casino, where only the lucky ones win the jackpot.
You tell yourself over and over again that it isn't worth it.. that it could never last. That the friendship would be ruined. But everytime he calls you, you wonder if this will finally be the phone call when he says what you want him to. And everytime you look into his eyes..
Y O U' R E G O N E A G A I N
I'm at a point in my life that if I were underwater, I doubt I'd kick to come to the top
so i heard our song on the radio today. and i thought of you. funny, just a couple days ago, i'd call you and tell you that our song was on . . and now i just change the radio station.
all girls are suspicious of girls that are "just friends" because we know ; the guys we've had that were "just friends" we thought of as more than that.
And she's just a stupid little girl with her hopes up way too high and feelings way too strong for that stupid little boy.
Heartbroken doesn't even begin to describe how she felt the moment he said, "I like you as a friend and nothing more."
And I guess it doesn't matter what I am or pretend to be, cause it's her you'll always love, and it's her I'll always envy.
She's just a little too scared to get close, because everyone who said they would be there left
There's nothing left here for me but empty promises and the thought of all the things I'm never getting back.
I touch your arm, smile, and look straight into your eyes. I promise you're all I think about.