Monday, May 31, 2010

&& You're the guy that, no matter how much you've changed, there will always be a spot open in my heart for you.
Do you have that one person that makes you wonder 'what if'?
Don't ask me what's wrong. You know what's wrong, you just want me to repeat it over and over again about how much I love you and how much I would do for you. guess what, I'm done repeating
I feel lonely every single day of my life, but I'm too ashamed to admit it to the people that love me.
cause its lack of motivation taking over my time and i'm sick of trying
It should have been me. I know it; he knows it; and fate knows it.
I've surrendered to the truth, I'll always love you, but I know someday I'm gonna reach the banks of a distant short where I won't miss you anymore.
He said hi to me today; just out of the blue. I wish he wouldn't do that. He doesn't realize how much it fucks with me.
She's afraid that after all this waiting, he'll end up with another girl. She's afraid of what hasn't happened yet. And most of all, she's afraid she will never find someone who can compare to him.
I like this boy and just when I think there is no way he likes me, I catch him staring at me with a smile on his face and it makes me wonder.
please understand. this isn't goodbye. this is "i cant stand you, stay the fuck away from me.''
I'm not trying to push you away. I'm holding on to you as best as I can. But its hard when you're giving me nothing to hold on to.
You care too much. Don't you know I'm bound to leave you?
convince yourself that he's not the reason you don't see the sun anymore.
Whenever I'm around you, I feel like I'm letting my guard down. It's dangerous, but still a strangely easy thing to do.
Your face is beautiful, your heart is black, you stole my breath and never gave it back.
Everything seems so happy, but I'm waiting for everything to crash once again.
Hands down, I'm too proud for love. But with eyes shut, It's you I'm thinking of
Think of me as you undo her dress. I hope you hear my voice as you kiss her neck & as lust is screaming for release, I hope to god you're remembering me
I didn't say I love you out loud but I'm sure it's written all over my face
She's living on dreams she can't get enough of, thinking of scenes that please. She's got hopes as big as stars, and thoughts that just won't leave
I see you with her all the time. & when you catch me looking, it seems like you hold her closer & tighter just to prove to me that you're happier without me. You've proven your point.
Loving someone when you're with someone else, is like eating paper when there's chocolate right in front of you.
There truth is, we hide so we can be found, we walk away to see who will follow, we cry to see who will wipe away our tears, and we let our hearts get broken to see who will come and fix them
i'm in a war with head vs heart, and it's always this way. my head is weak, my heart always speaks, before i know what it will say
I need you because no one else is always there. No one else knows everything about me. No one else is there for me like you are.
I wish you hadn't turn your back. I wish you had explained. I wish you hadn't made me loose my faith in everything.
I miss the innocence I had before reality raped me
I hate it when at all the weddings, the grandmas gather around me and say, "you're next" but they stopped doing it when I did it to them at funerals.
You see that girl, yeah her. She seems so invincible right. but just touch her & she'll wince. She has secrets & she trusts no one. she's the perfect example of betrayal. cause everyone she trusted, broke her.
Say my name one last time and I dare you to say you don’t feel the yearning in your heart anymore.
What have I become, my sweetest friend? Everyone I know goes away in the end.
I don’t know what he’s after, but he’s so beautiful, such a beautiful disaster
She stares at the mirror. She can't take it anymore. She punches the glass and smiles, seeing the shards on the floor. "Now this is more like it. This is a much better reflection of me. And, after all, I'm the real one and I'm in pieces. Why should the girl in the mirror get to be whole?
Just because her eyes don't tear up doesn't mean she's not crying. And just because she comes off strong, doesn't mean nothing's wrong.

Sunday, May 30, 2010

I need to feel you holding me, I need to feel your touch, 'cause I miss your love so much, && I can't keep living one this way. I need you here with me, why did she take you away from me?
There's gonna be a point where you just stop and suddenly wonder "what the fuck"
If we cut out the bad, well then we'd have nothing left.
maybe some friendships aren't meant to be saved. maybe we're meant to spend a certain part of our lives with certain people then move on
If you believe in me, that changes everything.
Sometimes people run away to be alone, but they also run away to see who cares enough to run after them.
It's not that I don't care about you. It's that I've finally decided to get my priorities straight. And I'm only putting you on my list if you can find somewhere to place me on yours.
the pretty scars on her arm? those are to keep track of how many times shes screwed up
color outside the lines. let yourself daydream. agree with your imagination and laugh at all of the rules.
anyone who can touch you can hurt you or heal you,& anyone who can reach you can love you or leave you.
being chased feels good, being hard to get feels good, but what it you're the one chasing? What if you're the one trying and still not getting what you want? It doesn't feel any good, does it?
just when the caterpillar thought life was over, it became a butterfly
you change your life by changing your heart
The pain is knowing you're right for each other, just not now.
because i showed weakness, that's why i was upset, not that you asked or anything
I'm not trying anymore, I gave up on everything. Everything, except maybe for you.
you know me too well, when i said i didn't love you, you looked me right in the eyes and said bullshit, you're just running away
And if you're listening, I miss you.
And if you hear me now, I need you.

Just promise me one thing... you won't turn out to be like all the rest.
If the drugs won't even numb her pain anymore. I'm not sure what will.
&& I don't remember how your voice sounds. It finally stopped haunting me.
She used to talk about you like you were the sun on a summer day. Now she talks about you like you were Hitler in a past life.
I remember the days you were a hero in my eyes. But those are just a long lost memory of mine.
I woke up this morning and I found out that I had a smile on my face. I asked myself, "What's this for?" and then I remembered you.
in case you failed to notice, in case you failed to see- this is my heart bleeding before you; this is me down on my knees. & these foolish games are tearing me apart. & your thoughtless words are breaking my heart. you're breaking my heart.
just as i began to heal and the scars began to disappear, you had to break me and bring me back down.
You can try your hardest, you can do and say everything but sometimes people just aren't worth trying over anymore, they aren't worth
worrying about. It's important to know when to let go of someone who only brings you down.

I’ve come to realize guys are like drugs, either they'll kill you or give you the most amazing high of your life
never felt like 'just friends' whenever I was with you.
if over you means; completely unable to forget, still wishing, still wanting, unable to cure at all, then yeah I’m totally & completely over you.
is real love when you dont hate someone for breaking your heart?