Monday, November 30, 2009

& here I am. All dressed up with my make-up perfect. & I don’t know why I’m doing this ;It’s not like he’ll notice me anyway
my heart is broken. im lying here. my thoughts are choking, on you, my dear.
sometimes i wish i could go back to the days when i was six & my biggest problem was what kind of dress to put on barbie
it takes a strong heart to love but an even stronger heart to love after its been shattered
ive made my MiSTAKES. now i have REGRET to keep me company.
i want a guy that will make me happy. someone that will make me smile when i hear his voice. someone that will love me unconditionally. i want a guy that will make my friends say to one another, "she's happy again."
i know you're worth the wait and i can't explain what i'm going through inside but i would turn away the world just to have you here with me tonight
Sometimes, no matter how much faith we have, we lose people. But you never forget them. & sometimes it's those memories that give us the
faith to go on.
i honestly dont know what hurts more ;; knowing that the future holds nothing for you or knowing that the future doesn't even include you
sometimes love sucks & that's why you're saying you're miserable watching other people fall for each other but then on the other hand you think i wish that was me

Sunday, November 29, 2009

yeah the breakup was devastating, but the fact that he didn't come after her really tore her to pieces
She's not like most girls her age; She's been hurt many times before this; You'd think it would be a routine by now. You'd think she wouldn't let it get to her; But the truth is, you're the only one who can break her now.
If I could spend every minute of every day with you, I would, I think about you all the time, I think of you when I go to bed, and you’re the
first thing I think about when I wake up, I can’t go through one day without wanting to see you, needing to see you, you're addicting, I don't get it, what is it about you?

how can i forget you when you're always on my mind? how can i not want you when you're all i need inside? how can i move on if i can't stand to see us apart? how can i stop loving you if you control my heart
she has no fear. she'll do anything for a good time..but when it comes to him ;;she's weak & scared.
You hear all these girls talking about how they want a "fairy tale" romance. me..nah..that's not what i want. All i want is to be able to
spend my life with you..for me that's all that matters

he grabbed her hips and held her near, letting her know there was nothing to fear..he kissed her head and sang in her ear "I love you baby,I will always be here
I want to be the girl that you see and stop dead in the middle of a conversation just to look at
I looked at me through his eyes, I saw him as he saw me, & the amazing thing his eyes i was beautiful
dont go when i push you away its times like that when i need you the most

Saturday, November 28, 2009

dont ever admit to a guy that your head over heals for him even though you might be close because guys might look stupid but they sure know how to take advantage of something good
theres a guy out there who's going to be really happy that you didnt get back together with your crappy ex-boyfriend.
It’s basically insane that I am sitting here at 2 o clock in the morning writing about you because I can’t get you off my mind or the thousand
reasons i love && hate you at the same time

For one split second, she almost turned around. She almost forgave him once again, but then she knew she'd be lying to herself once more.
she stares at you all through class. she's always trying to be around you. & yet, you're totally blind to all of it.
Something about him, it just caught my attention from the start. He’s not the nicest person in the world, but he’s not mean either. And he’s not the [ p e r f e c t ] guy. But I am undeniably in love.
All that screaming. Just another fight. All those tears. Just another fight. My b r o k e n heart. It’s just another fight. So why do I feel like this is the end
dont look for the hottest guy..or the most popular jock in the class...look for the guy that makes you feel like you're actually worth a second glance. the one that makes you happy to be the person you dont have to try to be, or want to be the guy who isnt like all the rest but completely different. yet it's why you like him.. because he isn't like any guy you've ever known. its just him.
You know how when you were a little kid & you believed in fairy tales, that fantasy of what your life would be, white dress, prince charming
who would carry you away to a castle on a hill. You would lie in bed at night & close your eyes & you had complete & utter faith. Santa Claus,
the Tooth Fairy, Prince Charming, they were so close you could taste them, but eventually you grow up, one day you open your eyes & the fairy tale disappears. Most people turn to the things & people they can trust. But the thing is its hard to let go of that fairy tale entirely cus almost everyone has that smallest bit of hope, of faith, that one day they will open their eyes & it will come true.

So what if you made me smile, so what if you made me laugh, so what if you were the only reason I woke up in the morning, so what if you always made my day, so what if I fell too hard, so what if you broke my heart. its not like you're around anymore to care

Friday, November 27, 2009

she will chase you around for awhile but there's going to be a day when she's going to stop running in circles around you..she's going to get over you && at that very moment, you're going to wish you had
if you think he's the one you want, the one you love, & the one that can make you happy;; no matter how long you've liked him, & no matter what other people say, you should keep trying && waiting.
"it's not your fault". She says this like its no big deal. Like its nothing. But it's everything.
it's completely impossible to find a guy who won't ever hurt you, so go for the guy who will make the pain worthwhile
boy: whats the worst feeling in the world?
girl: being in love with someone who feels the same way ... just not about you.

You have no idea how hard it is for me to be just friends
you're not my type but i think i like that idea, because my type usually breaks my heart
i know we are "in the past" and that "it wont ever be the same" but if i could have my way, i'd repeat history
she smiles with all she has left, yet tears are left undried and though she's got much to say, she bottles it up inside* if you look past her broken eyes, to a shadow no one sees, a disguise you won't recognize, this girl is really me..
& i'm just a girl who can't help what my heart happens to feel.

Thursday, November 26, 2009

She puts on her dance shoes...and dances and twirls in her own little world..only to realize when the shoes come off; reality comes back
i could tell my heart each time: it isn't love and that your just some guy but i can't deny it: even when i try cause i know inside, butterflies don't lie.
and when you love someone everything about them seems to be simply adorable
and when you told me you loved me..did you forget to say "just kidding "
thanks for proving to me that guys cannot be trusted, assholes do exsist, & my heart can be broken
finding your true love is like the game of hide&seek - your true love is hiding&you must seek him.
&&she's wondering what love is. because everything she thought she knew, seems so wrong now
I keep telling myself things can turn around with time & if i wait it out, you could always change your mind..
at this point..its impossible to get you off my mind
& go on and live your life. smile and laugh. as much as you want, brush away the tears and go crazy with your girls, 'cause in the end, he'll be the one to regret it.
i don't need this constant stabbing feeling in my chest whenever i think about you
sick to my stomach once again, i keep remembering im just your friend
i hate how we never got our chance to see what we could have been. i hate how i know i'm not over you && how i pretend to be. i hate how you totally moved on, && you have no idea that i haven`t