Sunday, August 30, 2009

she sits there and randomly laughs because she`s thinking about the joke you told her earlier and how much she loved your smile.

it was just you and me.. two friends. & then with a simple look, my hand fell into yours
and there i go again...
dreaming of something that i know will never happen.

It’s not going to happen, i’m pretty much aware that no matter what I say to you, you’re not going to care.
here's to the night i stood alone in the park,to the night i cried so hard i couldn't breathe, to the night i prayed for him to come back to me, & of course to the night where he never looked back.

maybe, just for one day we could be together holding hands while walking around.
making every girl jealous that I got you by my side.

welcome to a world were people talk about each other & everyone lies everyone trys to be something they' re not, nobody can keep a secret for their life & friendships that lasted years are broken. it's called life.

and when i think about you i have to remind myself if he wanted to talk to me he would.
i love the way you make me feel during our long phone calls and our short visits during the week and our late night fridays when you tell me you love me and actually make me feel wanted.

It's funny. I didn't even like you all that much, but I find myself missing your arms around me, & the little kisses on my forehead, & just sharing your body heat when we would hug. I miss feeling appreciated & wanted. I miss that little bit of comfort.
I like him. I'm not crazy about him yet, I'll be ready to say good-bye later, but I like him. & that's enough for me right now.

Sweetie, who are you're wasting your time, he'll never love you.
and one day. i hope i'm the girl that turns heads. the one that makes all the players swear to change. the one that anyone would do anything to be with. because i'm so sick of being the one that falls for that guy that breaks her heart by loving her best friend. or the one that gets played. i am so sick of it.

If you want it & you dream about it, there's nothing that's going to stop you.
It's better to cross the line & suffer the consequences than to just stare at that line for the rest of your life.

If I freak out, and try to run away, promise me you'll be there to hold me back and keep me from making the biggest mistake of my life.
life isnt easy. love hurts. boys lie. friends stab. people die. parents yell. you always try.
you`re never good enough. & you don`t know why.

You're too good to be true, i messed it up && now i don't know what to do.
i look into your eyes, you turn the other way, and now i wonder if its all a game you play.

When I need a shoulder to lie on, i want you to be there for me.
But if that's too much to ask, you might as well leave now.
'Cause I don't need a guy that'll be there for me "sometimes."
I need a guy that'll always be there.

why do you blame her for leaving? you're the one that stood there && watched her walk away

and everyone warned her of that boy's smile, his poision kiss & toxic touch. but her craving for him was just way too much.
did you know she hates it when she goes a day without speaking to you?

Remember holding hands? Our fingers locked together...
Remember hugging? I felt so safe in your arms...
Time stood still, & it was all about me & you

I sit in my room and think about you. I mean these days, there is nothing left to do.

But, she goes on, everyday. Her life still the same. Hoping that he'd take a chance && give that girl a second glance.
I want someone to fall in love with the way I laugh and fall in love with my smile. I want someone to listen to the ramblings of my inner child. Someone who touches my face and brushes the hair from my eyes. I want someone who loves me or at least holds me like they do.
But I only want that if its you..

They were constantly together all the time when people ask if they were dating they quickly said no but they never knew how much the other
one wanted to say yes.

As I drive away, the love songs play on my lonely radio.. but I shut them off because all they do is make me miss you so much more.

you were the first nice guy I met after so many bad ones. and I didn't know if you were the one or just the first good one, so I went out and met
some more guys. some of them were fine, but none of them were you.

and she's scared to tell him because of that one stupid boy that led her on, made her believe he really liked her, then just told her it was over. don't you get it? she's afraid to love because of that one boy.

Just promise me one thing. You wont turn out to be like all the rest.
You love him. You know you do.
Just keep on loving...Maybe someday he will too

life's too short to wake up in the morning with regrets, so love the people who treat you right, forget about the ones who don't, believe that everything happens for a reason, and if you get a chance, take it, if it changes your life, then let it; nobody said it'd be easy, they just promised that it would be worth it.
Maybe you're not perfect, but to me you're just enough.
I'd rather be lonely, if we can't be with each other.

friends aren't supposed to get jealous when you meet a new guy; they're supposed to ask if he has a brother.
This is for the girls who have sad song lyrics in their away messages and have tried to make someone understand through a subliminally appealing profile. Those who have time and time again dropped their crush hint after hint, only to watch him chase after the pretty girls.

Her phone rang, she figured it was just her best friend. She looked and saw that it was the boy who let her go, the boy whose heart she still wanted, the boy who hadn't talked to her in days. She picked up the phone and she asked why he was calling and he admitted, "I want to see you again."
she was always second best, so she never thought she'd be the first he picked. she never thought he wanted her so bad.

falling in love with you wasn't the plan but when you held me in your arms something told me this is where i need to be.
did you know when you were holding me that you were going to let me go? && did you know i was falling hard for you? i thought you were the one. were you only having fun? how could you make a girl feel that way while you never felt a thing?

& i'm scared that i`m gonna walk out of this room without you ever realizing how much you really, truly mean to me.
I miss you so much, your voice, your touch, but most of all, i miss how i felt when you cuddled with me

I want to be that girl. I want to be that girl he changes himself for, the one that he proves his reputation wrong to.
the one that is 'different from all the others.' I want to be the one all his friends know about cus he talks about me so much.
the one that there is no comparison to. I want him to be my everything.

It’s funny how I don't want to share someone who's not even mine.

i hate how you fill up my profiles and aways.
i hate how every song i hear, i can always relate it to you.
i hate how i care so much about something that isn't worth caring for.
i hate how people tell me that you're not worth it, yet i still want and will always want you.

i hate it when my cellphone rings & your name doesn't show ;
i hate it when i hear our song it kills me long + slow ;
i hate the way you still smile at me ; even though she's at your side
i hate the nights when i'm all alone ; & all the times i cried
i hate the way you say my name or just the way you look ;
i hate the way you'll never see & the way you'll never know.

And he asked me,
"How do I know if im in love with you or not?"
And I responded with,
"If you have to ask me then your not"

She was trying to figure it all out. Maybe she liked him, or maybe she liked the idea of him.

so maybe one day you`ll realize why you shouldn`t have ignored me that night.
my world falls apart with that smile you always give me, but i'm not letting myself give in.
your still the same guy, with the same wrong motives.

i was so used to you calling me, because every night we use to speak & now I still wait by the phone until I fall asleep
she has those SILLY QUOTES in her profile that he`ll never know they are always about him.

give people chances, & if they mess up, just remember that everyone makes mistakes & no ones perfect. think to yourself that this might be that persons last day to live, last day to breathe, last day to have a chance.
tears flowing down her cheeks. a broken, tattered soul. cold hands and feet, chapped lips and cheeks. skinny legs and tousled hair. yeah, her heart`s broken for sure.

you never think the last time is the last time. you never think there will be more you think you will have forever. but you don't.
and i cant believe i ever cared about someone like you, its amazing how someone can seem so perfect, and then in one second flat, they are the complete opposite.

Sometimes I wish you hated me, i really do. Maybe then I wouldn't have to sit there everyday being your bestfriend and know that i can't have you.
I want to be the girl that he tells everything to, the girl he automatically sits next to, and the girl he'll fall in love with.

Everytime I'm close to you, there`s so much I can't say & you just walk away..never understanding what you mean to me
I promised myself that i would never love you again, but I can't get you off my mind, I can't convince myself of a lie, i'm back to where i started from.

have you ever felt like you can't ever be good enough for the next guy because you gave everything to the one who broke your heart.
you may not know it yet, maybe you'll never even think about it, you're going to meet a lot of girls throughout your life, and maybe a lot of them will be special to you. but I'm telling you right now, you'll never find another me.

every night she finds herself lying in bed, reliving and remembering every glance he gave and every word he said.
you know what I think hurts the most? the feeling of being replaced.
it's like no matter what you did, it wasn't enough. and no matter what you do to try and capture their heart again, doesn't seem to work. and you're suddenly left thinking that you'll never be enough. and a sudden sadness captures your heart that never really leaves.

it's because whenever shes around him, she smiles & it's safe to say she hasnt had this feeling from a boy in quite a while.
Sometimes i wish you would just come up to me and tell me what you honestly think of me.
it might hurt but at least i'll know what you truly think of me and i won't have a empty feeling in my heart anymore.

all my life i thought i needed the perfect setting, the perfect opportunity & the perfect way to tell someone i love them but suddenly,
i realized i don't need any of that because i know it`ll be perfect as long as i'm saying it to you
I'll sit and smile as you tell me about you're new girl.
I hope she's happy. She gets my whole world.