Tuesday, May 24, 2011

The butterflies in my stomach could bring me to my knees. How does it feel to know you're everything I want?
I've never wanted to be with someone as much as I want to be with you, and that scares me because I dont' know if you want to be with me.
She wants him to come up behind her and whisper "I love you."
We fall in love at the most random places and times. With the most unpredictable people.
Never forget what they did to you, but never let them know you remember.
Secret #23: he makes me feel like a little girl with a huge crush.
She said, "Don't worry, I'll be fine." As she fights back the tears, one more time.
Actually, no, I'm not okay. I need you to give me a hug. I need to be told that I am worth something.
Somehow the way you look at me makes my heart go crazy. And somehow the way you call me "babe" makes me want to call you "baby." Somehow the way you hug me makes me want to be there forever. And somehow the way you kiss me makes me know there's no one better.
Boy, you've got me shaking.
Fine; I'll admit it: I think of you every second of every day. You are my favourite subject to talk about. When I hug you, I wish I was allowed to never let you go. Most of my dreams have you in them. I always get excited when I get to see you again. And I've completely and totally fallen for you.
All I want is to be the girl falling asleep in your arms, and not caring about anything else in the world, except how I feel at that moment while I'm with you.
And telling everyone we're just friends is the hardest thing I've ever had to.
I can't move past you, I tried. In fact, I dated someone else but you are still the only one my heart will ever let me love.
You can't bullshit me. I've lied to myself enough to know when someone else is doing it.
It's all in your hands, don't let this go.
You know how sometimes, like when someone dies, you're sad and it's okay to be sad but then there are other times when you're supposed to be happy but you're sad anyway and that's even worse than the times when you're allowed to be sad.
I guess you have more important things to do than talk to the girl that's in love with you.
So what. Maybe I'm scared. Maybe I'm scared because you mean more to me than any other person. You are everything I think about. Everything I want.
Saturday, I saw you holding hands with someone new. Somehow I kept my composure just like everything was cool. But inside, I kept repeating, "Don't you let them see you cry." So I casually turned my head, as the tears rolled down my eyes.

1 comment:

  1. If you need someone older (though not much) to talk to, i'll be here k.. =) hope you don't sidetrack as i did..

    Today you said we click well.. I thought so too..