Sunday, February 27, 2011

Why is is that when you miss someone so much that you heart is ready to disintegrate, you always hear the saddest song on the radio?
You broke my self-defenses. You make me fall in love. You promised me the world. And then you ripped me up.
Every time I cry, regardless of the reason in the beginning, I always end up crying because of him.
Just because you don't speak doesn't mean you're over him.
I used to care a lot about what people thought of me. Then I learned I definitely can't please everyone, some people will like you and smile will hate you. But I really don't care, either way I'm not losing sleep over it.
We haven't talked in forever but it's not my fault, it's yours. At least I tried. You never did.
Everyday people look at me and they see someone strong, but say his name to me and you'll find out that strength is all an illusion.
I don't wanna feel like this, but I'm so tired of missing you.
We lie and act fine to feel more in control in a world that's slowly spinning out of it.
You can still care for someone, even if they've lost your respect.
Basically, she fell for you, boy, and she definitely got more than scraped knees.
For him, I'd smile when he's happy, kiss him when he's sad, try to be the perfect girl and calm him when he's mad. Hold his hand to make him strong and say he's right when I know that he's wrong.
There are those people you encounter in life who you never really get over. No matter how many other better people you meet, people who treat you better and love you better, in the back of your mind, there's always that person who you can't quite completely forget.
Communication. It's the first thing we really learn in life. Funny thing is, once we grow up, learn our words, and really start talking, the harder it becomes to know what to say or how to ask for what we really need.
Of course I miss you. But that doesn't mean the world stops spinning. Life goes on, and so do I.
Forget it, boy, you could've had her, you lost your chance, you should've moved faster. She's sick of waiting, she's finally moved on. Sorry, boy, your chance is gone.
If you do it, you'll regret it. If you don't do it, you'll regret it. Either way, you're going to regret it, so you might as well just do it.
Nothing like a little romance to ruin a perfectly good friendship.
There's only so much pain a girl can take and you passed the limit.
Hold hands, not grudges. Break dance, not hearts. Do hugs, not drugs. Be happy, not easy.
She's finally accepting changes and realising nothing can be the same anymore. But she's keeping her strength up and she's willing to try her best not to look back.
She types, "I'll be okay," as the tears run down her face.
Have you ever heard a song from so long ago with so many memories tied to it that it made you cry? And didn't you wish that you could go back in time when everything was simpler and carefree? Those are the songs that are the soundtracks of our lives. The ones that bring back our childhoods, best friends, first loves, first broken hearts, and all the memories that go along.
I'm ready to be the girl I used to be. The one who never cried, never got mad about dumb things, and the one girl who would never worry about being in love.
Everyone tries to impress that special someone, but if you can't get them by being yourself they can't be all that special.

1 comment:

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