Wednesday, September 9, 2009

i told myself i won't miss you, but i remember what it feels like beside you.
You change for two reasons. either you learn enough that you want to, or you've been hurt enough that you have to.
Everytime I see you ;; even if it's way off in the distance, I have to let the smile break through and be tickled by the butterflies.
She won. I get it. But just know that in the end, you’re the one that’s going to lose.
Don't be too good i will miss you. Don't be too caring, i might like you. Don't be too sweet, I might fall. It's hard for me to love you when you won't love me after all...
you kiss a hell of a lot better than you listen, maybe that's why i can't get enough of you its true, old habits are hard to break. you'll always be my most tempting mistake.
gorgeous eyes, gorgeous smile, he made her life worth the while. a broken soul, a broken heart the day he made her world fall apart.
i know 3 little words that are a pure lie, i know 3 little words that make every girl cry. i know 3 little words that are thrown around, i know 3 little words that are rarely found. i know 3 little words that are never true, and those 3 little words are ... "i love you".
I'm not one who falls for guys very easily i ADMIT I like various guys time-to-time but never to the point where I am head over heels in love with them never happened quite so easily...until the day I met you...
there's that one person. You let them in and you trust them and you think maybe, just maybe, everything you've ever gone through is worth it because you found someone that's as messed up as you are.
the shortest word i know is ' i '.
the sweetest word i know is ' love '.
and the person i never forget is ' you '.
&& I can't help but ask myself;; what has she got that I'm not? && the answer remains the same;; she has you and that's all that I want.
The bad parts are never shown in the photo album, but its those bad parts that helps us get from one happy photo to the next.
live it up, drink it down, party hard && no matter what, never be caught wearing a frown.
I know you may roll your eyes at this, but I'm so glad that you exist.
I've learned that goodbyes will always hurt, pictures will never replace having been there, memories--good or bad will always bring tears, and words can never replace feelings.
If it seems like I'm always staring off into space. It's only because I can't help dreaming of his face.
and if i could go back in time, you know i would go back to you.
It's hard to believe that I would let myself get so wrapped in you.
I saw it in her eyes then I heard it in your voice..I'll always be second pick && She's your first choice.
you don't have to be together for him to break your heart.
I am some stupid little girl who thinks she is all grown up but I'm not, I if was so grown up I wouldn't fall for guys so easily, I wouldn't let stupid things get to me, I wouldn't let my scrapes and bruises stay on my skin like they were permanent
she doesn't know who she is anymore. she can only think about him these days. she doesn't have a clue what he's doing, but it's hurting her horribly and it won't go away.
i can see us holding hands, walking on the beach, our toes in the sand.. i can see us in the countryside, sitting in the grass, laying side by side ; see all i want you to do is be my love.
there is always going to be that one awkward moment when you walk by that person & remember all that you once had.
if he takes time to argue with you then he cares more then you think he does.
true friends would shave their head if they found out you had cancer.
So she shall sit up another night without sleeping cause hes still online && She doesnt want to miss the chance of him talking to her again like old times.
i want to be like your favorite song, the one you play to cheer you up of get you going, and like a good song, sometimes i'll just pop into your head and put a smile on your face.
when you think about him, you start to cry when he gets online, your tummy gets that feeling and your heart beats ten times faster when you see him, you smile without even knowing it. that mean's theres something that won't let you give up.
it kills me to know your online but won't talk to me. & it's then that i realize, she's on too.
they all say that i can do better. well guess what? i don't want to. there's no better, there's only him.
it sucks when your walking down the hall & someone asks " whats wrong? " & you tell them " i dont feel good " & when they go " aw, what hurts? " & all you want to say is " my heart "
do not click on my screen name and say hi when you are doing it because you're bored. do it because you want to talk to me.
So he called me, he didn't sound right, and I asked him what was wrong. He told me I should know and I told him she's just one girl, don't let her ruin you. You know she's not worth all this trouble. He said but to me she's not just a girl she's the girl. She's the girl that means everything to me. My heart stopped, not because I was shocked, but because that's exactly how I feel about him.

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