Thursday, August 20, 2009

And I know people are sick of hearing me talk about you, but my heart still isn't sick of loving you.
I've given you my best, so why does she get the best of you?
Goodbyes make you think. They make you realize what you've lost, what you have and what you took for granted.
I tried to read between the lines, I tried to look in your eyes. I want a simple explanation for what I'm feeling inside.
This is our problem; I care too much and you couldn't care less.
I guess my getting upset over little things is my way of showing how much I care.
She wants to be able to say things like "I had a crush on that boy once." "I used to like him." "Oh my God I liked him so much." She wants to be
able to talk about him, in past tense.

time is supposed to make things better, but in love it doesn't.
don't blame the world for not understanding you.
truth is, you don't even understand yourself
The ones that love us never really leave us.
I’m the chance you chose not to take.
Do you ever stop & think that maybe you should have said something?
Maybe that one moment could have turned everything around, & maybe, just maybe, he'd be yours?

And maybe we'll come back to each other, but if we do, it'll be because we want too.
Not because we need to fill in the cracks of heartbreak.

I wish I'd have died in your arms the last time we were together,
so I wouldn't have to wake without you today.

I cling to the memories that we used to have,
because the reality is we will never be like that together again.

At times i wish i have the courage to ask you, "Do you ever miss me?"
i know we don't talk much, and sometimes we even walk right past each other without saying one word. but then there's those times
when our eyes meet and i know deep down, your missing me as much as i’m missing you.

it's amazing how just talking to you makes everything bad that happened fade away & when something goes wrong, you're the only one i want to tell it to.
just knowing that he's there for me makes me feel like i have everything that i need in my life.
and though it hurts to have your heart broken in two, but that didn't stop me from staying by you.
yesterday, at the market, i saw a couple holding hands, and i realized we would never do that. never anything like it. no picnics, or unguarded smiles. no rings. just stolen moments that leave too quickly.
Remember, I will be there when your life gets hectic and wrong. I'm always here to help you. In fact i've been here all along.
I will never regret you or say that I wish I'd never met you because once upon a time you were exactly what I needed.
I can't continue to pretend I didn't hear the hesitation your words left behind.
Courage doesn't always roar. Sometimes courage is a quiet voice at the end of the day saying, "I will try again tomorrow."
As you glanced my way and I glanced yours, we both realized something had changed between us.
I thought that we could sit around and talk for hours about things I couldn't say to you, and things that we could never do.
Baby, don't worry about it, it's happened many times. You're just like all the other boys and eventually, I'll be fine.
I tried to tell you before you left, but I was screaming under my breath, "You are the only thing that makes sense."
Buried under the stars, I told you how I missed this. Missed you, missed us.
She's the girl who's always laughing her ass off with her friends. You walk past her and you think, "Wow, she must really be over me." But no, she's not over you. She wants you, but you never gave her a shot. She's not faking that smile. She's happy, but with you, she'd never stop smiling.
Even though I don't think you realize how much you've put me through, one day; I hope it hits you hard because by then, I'll be completely over you.
The Spark In Your Eyes Was The Match That Lit Me On Fire.
It's hard to make conversation, when you're taking my breath away.
Breathe in, breathe out, until the feeling's gone.
But the nights keep getting colder and the days all feel the same.